GEAR 1

Phewww.... it was not easy 2 start all over again after what the STUPID PSMB people had done with all my data during the configuration. I think it took me almost 3 weeks to get the "feel" back (masuk balik track)sambung balik mencari segala harta karun yang sgt berharga untuk thesis yang dah suku masak tu. Kalau thesis cam rendang daging, bumbu semua dah ada (semua ingredients dah campurkan lah), tinggal lagi nak tambah daging dan santan. Kalau x kuat iman, rasa dah boleh mati. Untuk sedapkan hati, Allah tu bagi ujian selalunya pada org yang kuat iman je..ceh wah.. mungkin kot. So today, i've started to get into gear one (kalau keter manual la) starting to search back all all the lit rev. Ada yg dpt ada yg x dpt. Fine..adik kate "mungkin ada hikmah disebalik kehilangan harta karun aku tu" thanks dik, lega gak dengar ayat tu, cam ok lah gak, start a new one and finally i did it today. Pat on my back myself. So, progressnye agak memberansangkan gak la. Esok sambung lagi. Nak masak nasi kunyit yg dah lama terendam untuk anakanakku yang kuat makan tu. One thing that i realise is that terasa cam satu satisfaction bila dapat masak untuk anak-anak yang tengah kuat makan tu. Ayahnya x sudah-sudah say tqvm setiap kali habis soruu. That is MV gak dan boleh jadi DV gak.

ALHAMDULILLAH

Alhamdulillah...most of my wishes cam like fulfilled this year. 4 interesting lil monsters with different characters in my house r doing well in their studies, kire ok lah, except for the "boros" one, I expected more than that numbers (cgpa). I know u cud have done better, cume yr excitements yg x dapat nak dibendung tu agak mengacau kot (her fav word)siyesly, kurangkan rambuan dan rondaan anda di merata tempat.

The "honest brutal", "fashionmaniac" and "Koreanatic" one, I appreciate yr honesty but sometimes it does hurt the feeling of others. Mama x pernah tinggal doakan 4 yr pmr. Stret As k, bawak blanje kat Mache' ke kat Pan Pacific, since u r the choc lovers.

The "anno..." oopss, tapi sgt lah rajin tolong mama die, dan sukalah sgt nak ambil hati org, always trying hard to please people, sampai ketawa pun jadi cam fake je sometimes, selalu kene marah lak tu sebab terlampau baik hati.

Last but not least the "soft hearted, ayah kata ratu air mata" walaupun nampak brutal, tapi hati lembut, cian die sebab sorng je lelaki...ceh wah.. among the siblings. Selalu rasa being isolated, that's why he behaves crazy kekadang, just to fit in among the pompuans. Trying hard to slow down his "slera makan" but everytime he begs me, cair mama ni. Selalu sebut nama kakak-kakak dia bila they all x de, especially the 'anno'. Fav words:qist mane ma..kakak bila nak balik ma...angah dah makan ke belum ma...lapar la ma...lepas ni nak online, tapi selalu x dapat.

Lbnl my hubby, tqvm for the support, i appreciate it. Tolong mcm-mcm that i dont think others wud do those and layan the 4 lil monsters cam nak giler..Luv ya han. My lovely n interesting kids, tqvm for what u have given to me so far. It's really challenging n that is life! My Phd....hmmm need to pull up my socks!

abang, insyirah, qist and shasha

WEI .... Hari ini dalam sejarah

ntah apa pasal lak aku nak buat ni...sebab member kamcing aku pun like starting to write something in this blog, cam MV lak...jadi aku pun start gak lak, selama ni rasa cam x paham nape lah org suka-suka nak tulis kisah dia dalam blog... self-diclose name nye tu...so..hari ni gi betul kan tepon murah yang aku beli, sekali pandang cam iphone giler, 2x pandang... perghhhh cun gak. tapi lum pe-pe lagi dah x leh nak pakai..hampeh!!! anak aku pun x sudi nak pakai....ye leee gen y sekarng ni, semua nak ori je....kalau baby boomers..asal leh pakai, dah terror giler lah tu..ape kelass. k... lah aku dah rasa avatar giler ni... roger.